life is a balancing act

so far January has been crazy busy at work trying hard to find balance not really one for setting new year goals but more life goals in general
so balance in life between who we are and who others say we are
balance between  being a mama bear and having a job and going after my dreams so ya i really been trying to map it all but i also trust god's plan its a balance act

darkness can't drive out light

so Christmas has come and gone I love it just a magical time of the year people are a bit kinder to each other to be honest we need more that right now so many souls are struggling with worldly things like money, feeling alone, illness , this world our society can be a cold dark place this why now more than ever the world needs light to shine yesterday I was walking to lunch when a homeless man asked me for money as he sat alone in the snow i had no cash but had an apple in my bag so I gave him my apple His face lite up  the world needs kindness more now than ever
don't be scared your stronger than you know and come this far and made it this far so keep going use your light the world needs your gifts

 

you can't brake me

I’m amazing and you just don’t see the value in me. You don’t see how much love I have to give. You don’t recognize my potential, my strength. It’s okay—I’ll find someone better. I’ll find someone who sees me. I’ll find him without looking—just by being my happy, content self. By focusing on my dreams, my future, my plans, my path and by loving the journey.

But why didn’t you want me?

This questions keeps burning a hole in my mind. Obsessively, throughout my day, this feeling of rejection keeps coming back. What did I do wrong? When did things change? Was I too needy when I asked you to meet up instead of waiting for you to suggest it? Was it my body that pushed you away? Did I show too much emotion? I feel weak for having these questioning thoughts.

I was fine with my single life before I met you. I didn’t want a man. When it started, it was fun. I deserved some attention, I thought. What harm could it do? I took it lightly. I was completely in control. I was secretly surprised that you wanted me. I didn’t feel good enough. I should have known that feeling of inferiority couldn’t lead to anything real and lasting.

When did I start behaving like I wanted more out of you? Was it my inner princess, believing she must follow the fairy-tale story to be happy? Is my life incomplete until prince charming is found? But the real me—the logical me—questions these concepts. I don’t believe in allowing my social conditioning to define my views. Why is this so hard to break? Why does the princess dominate and ruin the relationship she so eagerly wants?

My princess and my logical self are like siblings in constant rivalry. The logical self is the mature, reliable and responsible older sibling. The princess is the needy, demanding, spoils younger one who dreams big and believes in hope. I am the parent, trying to control, mediate between and honor both parts of me, because neither one is inherently right or wrong.

Dear princess, you are a part of me and I will learn to accept you. Some days I hate you. You make me feel confused, vulnerable and out of control. But I can’t deny you. You are part of me and somehow you have to make sense to me. I thank you for keeping me hopeful, playful and excited by the possibility of fantasy. I thank you for giving me the strength to be vulnerable.

Why we must struggle

I often hear so many People right now whom are struggling with so many things in life
Why Well, short answer we come here to earth to learn and grow Think of each struggle in life as test not one we pass or fail but do we take the lessons from it to heart do we grow do we become better

  you were given this life dear soul cause you were strong enough to life it you got this your so amazing so be amazing each day

15 lessons I learned

I have learned so much on my journey so far 32 lessons I learned in my life

lesson one

sometimes we must lose everything to find our self's For me this happened almost Years ago my whole world was turned upside down though this I found my self My voice and gift in helping others

lesson two
Everything happens for a reason Even I may not Always like it but I have faith in  There is a bigger plan

lesson three

breathe and enjoy the little moments one day you see they are the things you miss most

lesson four
Sometimes your ahead and someways your just picking your self off the floor up
but you keep trying

lesson five
There is n such thing as perfect

lesson six
Never stop believing in yourself and dreams

lesson seven
Learn to be your best friend Find out what makes your soul crazy happy

lesson eight
Don't worry about what others think of you they are on there own path

lesson Nine
life is so short tell those you love you love em and miss em let go of ego

lesson ten
Learn from the past heal all your wounds that way they won't poison your present  and future  

lesson eleven
forgive those whom hurt but don't let them keep doing it sometimes we must walk away

lesson twelve
each there is something new and wonderful see the joy and wonder each day

lesson thirteen
life isn't about keeping score

lesson fourteen
kids are the biggest blessings

lesson five teen
love is worth fighting for and in the end be kind over being right

 


 

Find Joy In the Little things

Find Joy In the Little things
These are the moments that make the struggles worth it
So I write my list of things that bring me Joy I started at first with a few things
as time went on my list grew and grew till I see all the blessings in my life each day
Here are few from My list I ask  each one of you reading this today Start your list Even if it's one thing Then two  things and watch as your list grows and soon more doors will open for you It's all about Law attraction what do want What kind of person do you want to be? How will this help You grow ?

1) I am alive

2) I am Loved by friends, my children and I love me

3)  I have a car which takes me places

4)  All my needs all met I have food, Roof

5) I am Supported and I care Support those around me with Love

6)  I have coffee each morning

7)  I laugh each day

Angel Message 9/12

Message from Angels dear souls you are strong and powerful

you as a Twin might find yourself in the position of a spiritual healer for them. Remember that reunion can’t happen without a healed soul.