What makes a twin flame turn into a runner

 Why do they run from such intense and heavenly love and oneness? Why do they say no to love and turn their back on the best thing that could ever happen to them?

They become the twin flame runner because of FEAR. You may think that surely the love overrides the fear, but such intense love actually causes the twin flame runner to feel incredibly unworthy and frightened that if they surrender and allow this love into their life, that it may be taken away. They fear being left with nothing, because getting close to you would mean they let go of their "normal life" in terms of their old ego identity and old beliefs about how the world operates and what is true. You have opened your twin flame up to seeing life in a new reality, the truth of soul.

The connection is a gift from God, because they are not believing in themselves and are insecure, they are certain that God will just as easily take their twin flame away from them. They can tell this connection is a test, but they mistakenly conclude it is a test to prove if they are good enough for true twin flame love or if they aren't good enough and will fail. They fear that if they aren't good enough and fail, then God will show them they aren't good enough by taking the love away.

It is the fear of REJECTION and not belonging that frightens them the most because subconsciously we know we are all connected, all as One in soul, but the ego believes, because we inhabit a physical body, that we are separate and not belonging and one. Subconsciously your twin flame thinks this is a final test (and it is of sorts) but their lacking in self-esteem so believe they will fail the test, so the run away, pretending to themselves that they don't even want this anyway and that it doesn't matter. They are trying to go back to their old "normal" life because they think they can get over this love eventually because they are sure they cannot really have it if they go for it

3 Steps to Manifesting

Once you are clear on exactly what you want, then it is a straightforward matter to manifest your desire. There are three steps:

Step 1. Visualize exactly what you want for 5 minutes per day. Let’s say you want to go sightseeing in Paris. You may want to visualize the Eiffel Tower. Why 5 minutes? Because any longer and your mind will wander. Any shorter and you may not be fully fleshing out your vision.

Step 2. Put yourself in the picture, with detail and emotion. You have a clear view of the Eiffel Tower. But, if you don’t visualize yourself in the picture, the universe will manifest your desire, but perhaps not in the format you anticipated. For example, you might get a postcard of the Paris skyline in the mail. To avoid any misunderstandings, picture yourself standing in front of the tower. What are you wearing? Are you there with your spouse or some new love interest? Add details, employing all your sensory data. You’re eating a delicious croissant. The wind is blowing gently on a beautiful, sunny spring afternoon. 

.Don’t forget to add emotion. Are you enjoying the taste of your croissant? Do you feel the joy of exploring a new country? Are you reveling in the sense of freedom as you travel the world? The more realistic you make it, the better.

Step 3 is very important. At this stage, focus only on the end result. Don’t worry about how you get there. You can’t possibly imagine all the ways that your goal might manifest, so don’t limit yourself

pushing though life

I think life is mean to be messy and well, full of trials some of them will change us in ways we never dreamed of I felt like a daisy pushing her way up from the dirt to see the light it hurt at times I wasn't sure i would brake though at times but the fire in my soul was stronger and I keep on going on......

so often others told me I couldn't do it I keep pushing on I wanted to brake though to feel the light
I didn't listen I said this is my life I will do it just watch me I am a daisy And I pushed my way though the dirt of life now I can enjoy happiness As I know I can do anything I have made it

New moon hopes n wishes

The new moon is here Time for Manifesting hopes and dreams and wishes
there are many ways one can I used bay leaves
wrote my hopes n wishes down and burned the bay leaves
I did for myself and three others I wanted to see if they felt anything
almost right they felt there hopes n wishes coming forth

Clearing a space

cleaning a space
spring is here and most of do spring cleaning but we sometimes forget to clear the air and energy in our homes
we all have energy weather positive or negative and over time this energy needs to be cleared

there are a few ways

1) burning sage
Wave the smoke into all corners, across doorways and into shadow spaces. To maintain the atmosphere of ritual, keep repeating the incantation in your mind as you diffuse the smoke. Once the space is cleared, allow the sage bundle to either burn out or gently press it out in your heat-proof shell or container

2) ringing a bell or clapping
Stand in the center of the room.Focus on the task the energy cleansing in your mind.Gently ring the bell and feel the vibrations and sounds emanating into all corners of the room, clearing and purifying bad energies.

Healing circles of light

healing circle of

 light

close your eyes and imagine each one of the colors fill your body healing you are safe and supported breathe out fear and doubt
breathe in hope love and joy new begins are now see your self happy and free

RED - Strength, independence, self sufficiency, rootedness, groundedness, symbol of earth connection, of purpose, of fire. Stimulation of energy, rising, physical energy.
ORANGE - Abundance, well-being, pride and connection, sexuality, connection and relationships with others.
YELLOW - Support and stimulation of intellectual activities, self worth, self confidence, self esteem and feelings of self power.
GREEN - Heart and healing, joy and love, nature and connection to healing vibrations, inner peace and restful feelings
BLUE - Clear communication and expression, protection through firm boundaries and space, and spiritual assistance
INDIGO - Majesty, intuition, knowingness, ability to think and made sound decisions, imagination, inner wisdom
VIOLET - Connectedness to all, divinity, ability to connect with inner and outer beauty, spiritual bliss

purging and release

well, we just had a powerful eclipse which was great for letting go of all that no longer severs us which this  can be a painful process why you ask as we purge what no longer servers us fear, doubt, things we were told who we are all the things that keep us held down I call it core programming we can change it See who we really are It won't happen over night It will happen in layers at a time cause if you did it all at once it would be too much to handle

So here is an easy exercise to help you

Write down what keeps triggering you do you
trust
issues?
Trauma ?
Not feeling worthy ?
Be real and honest with you this will help you
heal
once you have it written down light a white candle
say out loud what has been holding you back
Then add I am free from this you may burn it if you choose